queen pong

juz came back from the newpaper new face grand finals..
cheng ling's one of the finalist..so that explained why i was doing there..
cant deny the gals were so gorgeously stunning..
and the male models that accompied them had nicer butts than me..
hahaha..
well if u all check out the newpaper soon..a mix-blood won. AS USUAL.

i lost my farecard.i juz top it up with 20 bucks yesterday.sad.

biochem test suck todae lah..
it was an easy test but i screwed it up..
i'm not in any mood to do well this sem..maybe i need something to wake me up..
i'll juz study as hard as i can.HAHA.

something seems to be weighing me down.
i feel..right now..heavy-hearted, sian, drained, sickly..and many more..
i juz dun feel right..
izzit sch work?lost of my farecard?PMS?mood swings?
dunnoe.
HOR!izzit coz i've been single too long? muaHAhahaa..
maybe..maybe.. *bleah*

Shu Ping babbled at 1:47 am

i seem to be having more bouts of 'depression' and mood swings ever since sch started.
it doesnt seem to be stress.
and my level of enthusiasm seems to be decreasing.
sometimes i hate myself for being a cold blanket.
but i simply have no mood to do certain things during my 'bad times'.
i rejected shopping with my frens alot of times.
how can that be?!

what's happening to me???

Shu Ping babbled at 1:14 am